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Monday, September 29, 2008
ONE FINE DAY.
Well, had staff training today.
Great I guess?
Well, is a test after lunch of all the digestion from the morning til afternoon great?
LOL, haha.
Anyway, so went and took the test and help out GR.
Then, I went to meet Amanda and her bf, JR [the kind soul who intro www job to me] at E!hub for dinner :D
Was fabulous to see Amanda again after so many months! :]
Anyway, ate the 99cents Sushi.
Not bad sia! Can eat ar!
Hahaha, the resturant is located at E!hub 5th level.
So after dinner, went to meet kaylin to take my dress.
Was supposed to meet at Aljunied but she forgot and waited for me at Paya Lebar, LOL.
So, without taking her wallet out, I went back to Paya Lebar then back to Aljunied again.
Went to my Auntie's house, crap with my cousin and as usual, do stupid stuffs :D
And, I FOUND SOMETHING INTERESTING!!
I saw a picture taken in the Year 2005!
HAHAHA, with my 2 cousins, my nephew and my damn irritating BROTHER!
I mean, LOOK AT HIS FACE!!!
OMGOSH? .__.
I really couldnt believe this was taken just 3 years ago.
Great I guess?
Well, is a test after lunch of all the digestion from the morning til afternoon great?
LOL, haha.
Anyway, so went and took the test and help out GR.
Then, I went to meet Amanda and her bf, JR [the kind soul who intro www job to me] at E!hub for dinner :D
Was fabulous to see Amanda again after so many months! :]
Anyway, ate the 99cents Sushi.
Not bad sia! Can eat ar!
Hahaha, the resturant is located at E!hub 5th level.
So after dinner, went to meet kaylin to take my dress.
Was supposed to meet at Aljunied but she forgot and waited for me at Paya Lebar, LOL.
So, without taking her wallet out, I went back to Paya Lebar then back to Aljunied again.
Went to my Auntie's house, crap with my cousin and as usual, do stupid stuffs :D
And, I FOUND SOMETHING INTERESTING!!
I saw a picture taken in the Year 2005!
HAHAHA, with my 2 cousins, my nephew and my damn irritating BROTHER!
I mean, LOOK AT HIS FACE!!!
OMGOSH? .__.
I really couldnt believe this was taken just 3 years ago.
I mean, WTF!!
LOOK AT HIS FACE CAREFULLY!!!!!!!
From a idiotic looking, stupid looking, dumb boy to now, a 'dashing' [I had to admit] young teenager!
UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN NOW?!
LOLL.
Anyway, another interesting picture..
When we three walked out of E!hub, We saw this!!
3 person in casual clothes pushing police vehicle?!
WTF?!
It's so hilarious cos it seems that the police vehicle is totally broken down.
LOLL!
Alrighty!
Lastly, I was jumping blog when I saw this!!
The future Singapore MRT System?
LOLL!
It's like too much?
Cos very messy laa!
Don believe, see for yourself!!
http://i255.photobucket.com/albums/hh127/jyue4/mrt.png
Labels: It's great to see you today! *Shy shy*
Labels labels: Finally, I can get you off my mind.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
STAFF TRAINING
alright!
so there's staff training tmr at www!
hahaa, yay.
miss them?
hah, gee.
anyway, OBOG prac was great today!
haha, went in details for first movt, sesame and clifford.
haha, GREAT GREAT GREAT!
i must prac harder! :D
GOOOO!
alrighty.
so was feeling not good this few days.
eap night time, and now i tink im going to have a fever le~
AH! .__.
anyway, just want to play my instru everyday now laa.
dono why though, hahaha.
OH YA!
next week is so fun!
haha, sides from finding a new job.
GATHERING with JC peeps!
MISS THEM ALL LAAAAA! :DD
Anyway, below are zilian pictures that I took yst!
LOL! hahaha :D
Labels: I've changed for the better. Hope it gets better :]
so there's staff training tmr at www!
hahaa, yay.
miss them?
hah, gee.
anyway, OBOG prac was great today!
haha, went in details for first movt, sesame and clifford.
haha, GREAT GREAT GREAT!
i must prac harder! :D
GOOOO!
alrighty.
so was feeling not good this few days.
eap night time, and now i tink im going to have a fever le~
AH! .__.
anyway, just want to play my instru everyday now laa.
dono why though, hahaha.
OH YA!
next week is so fun!
haha, sides from finding a new job.
GATHERING with JC peeps!
MISS THEM ALL LAAAAA! :DD
Anyway, below are zilian pictures that I took yst!
LOL! hahaha :D
Labels: I've changed for the better. Hope it gets better :]
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
REPLY TAGS!
adrian ; haha, jiayou for promos! you can do it dearest! haha, outing outing outing aft promos! xD
jerrick ; AHH! U MONSTER, AWAY. SHOOOO! .__. you and yy nvr fail to freak me out. i hate u two! :O
jac ; LOLL!! haha, don anyhow luh! DOTS leh, hahahaha. nah, ii want a more handsome bf. OPPS! faster finish Ns luh, i want to party~ aready!! :D
clements ; haha, wat wat! no lor, im so nice can! anyway, wat a rare guest :]
milo ; eh, one week earlier ar.. okay, i'll try! haha, anyway. meetup soon! uu say de ar! nvr slim down hit u, LOLL! YAY! and update ur blog luh! :D
ann ; haha, ya lor. sooo bad right ): haha! :D
mich ; haha, ya lor. so unreasonable de, gee. anyway, ii seriously open my own blogshop. LOLL, but with my cousin, heh. and ii miss uu gf! cmon, get pay le not?! SHOPPING! :D
li yin ; haha, issit? well, hope urs is okay lo. LOL. anyway, linked! :]
shizhe ; haha, although ii dono wat ur jiayou is for. but ii hope the ting we're toking is the same! hahaha :D
jerrick ; AHH! U MONSTER, AWAY. SHOOOO! .__. you and yy nvr fail to freak me out. i hate u two! :O
jac ; LOLL!! haha, don anyhow luh! DOTS leh, hahahaha. nah, ii want a more handsome bf. OPPS! faster finish Ns luh, i want to party~ aready!! :D
clements ; haha, wat wat! no lor, im so nice can! anyway, wat a rare guest :]
milo ; eh, one week earlier ar.. okay, i'll try! haha, anyway. meetup soon! uu say de ar! nvr slim down hit u, LOLL! YAY! and update ur blog luh! :D
ann ; haha, ya lor. sooo bad right ): haha! :D
mich ; haha, ya lor. so unreasonable de, gee. anyway, ii seriously open my own blogshop. LOLL, but with my cousin, heh. and ii miss uu gf! cmon, get pay le not?! SHOPPING! :D
li yin ; haha, issit? well, hope urs is okay lo. LOL. anyway, linked! :]
shizhe ; haha, although ii dono wat ur jiayou is for. but ii hope the ting we're toking is the same! hahaha :D
Sunday, September 21, 2008
ALERT!!
hello peeps!
this is a warning to everyone who blogshop!
DON EVER BUY FROM THIS SHOP.
because the owner is actually a very unreasonable MOTHER behind the actions of her daughter, who is 'in-charge' of the blogshop.
i bought a bag from them.
aft i went off, i check my bag.
den i realised the zip is spoil in the main compartment.
so i sms her daughter aka the so-call owner about it.
and she too years to reply my sms.
and her reply was.
"the zip? can you try again? i have not opened it since it as shipped over."
and i jus simply replied, "i try alot of times liao."
then, she didnt reply anymore.
doesnt this show that she is dishonest about someting?!
so i went gome and sent an email to her.
saying that she is not responsible, cos although its the manufacturer's problem but she is the owner of the blog who sells us the products right?
and i said that she should at least apologise.
but to my horror, she or rather uu could say its her MOM replied me.
this was wat she said.
anyway with regards to your accusations of me being rude and irresponsible, i would like to say that i am not at the liability to either explain nor apologise about it.
firstly, i dont even know about the manufacturing situation of the product, and i cannot explain why the zip cannot work. other bags are working perfectly fine.
neither can i apologise for it, as my job is just to purchase the bag, import it here and pass it to you. im not responsible for apologising when im not in the wrong.
i did not reply to your msgs after that as i did not see what i could do about it. you just kept complaining that 'the zip cant work.' what am i supposed to do about it?
however, if you had wanted a refund, i would have definitely discussed the situation with you and try to get a response from the seller about it.
so u see, how unreasonable can this MOTHER, a working adult be?!
so, don ever buy from her!
dey are so RUDE!!
this is their details.
blogshop: http://runwayrhapsody.blogspot.com/
email: runwayrhapsody@gmail.com
owner: MABEL but actually can say the main owner is her MOTHER.
where dey live: SIMEI GREEN CONDO
daughter's hp no: 90111578 [spam her all you want people!]
anyway, how i noe her mother is the main in charge?
try CALLING HER then.
its a voice a veryyyyyy young girl.
and she said that she cant go to simei mrt to meet me cos HER MOTHER DONT ALLOW.
whereby her house is just a 10mins walk and 2 bus stops away from simei mrt.
and when im outside the condo aready, she actually sms me and say.
''oh okay. hold on MY MUM IS COMING DOWN NOW"
like wtf?!
how old is she?
see, if she is really so young until go down house alone oso cannot den wat makes u tink that the blogshop is manage by her ALL ALONE?
look at how she write the english and all, do u tink suits her image and voice?
and her blogshop is like almost everyting OVERSEAS SPREE.
den how the hell she handle?
if u want to be a victim too, den buy from her lor.
and be like me lor, pay myself for the spoil zip.
alright, saying so much.
i also have a blogshop to recommand!
she'a very friendly owner and all her dresses are superb!
those dresses that i uploaded in the few previous post is all fom her shop!
plus all the price are reasonable too!
check it out!
www.oh-sweet.blogspot.com
this is a warning to everyone who blogshop!
DON EVER BUY FROM THIS SHOP.
because the owner is actually a very unreasonable MOTHER behind the actions of her daughter, who is 'in-charge' of the blogshop.
i bought a bag from them.
aft i went off, i check my bag.
den i realised the zip is spoil in the main compartment.
so i sms her daughter aka the so-call owner about it.
and she too years to reply my sms.
and her reply was.
"the zip? can you try again? i have not opened it since it as shipped over."
and i jus simply replied, "i try alot of times liao."
then, she didnt reply anymore.
doesnt this show that she is dishonest about someting?!
so i went gome and sent an email to her.
saying that she is not responsible, cos although its the manufacturer's problem but she is the owner of the blog who sells us the products right?
and i said that she should at least apologise.
but to my horror, she or rather uu could say its her MOM replied me.
this was wat she said.
anyway with regards to your accusations of me being rude and irresponsible, i would like to say that i am not at the liability to either explain nor apologise about it.
firstly, i dont even know about the manufacturing situation of the product, and i cannot explain why the zip cannot work. other bags are working perfectly fine.
neither can i apologise for it, as my job is just to purchase the bag, import it here and pass it to you. im not responsible for apologising when im not in the wrong.
i did not reply to your msgs after that as i did not see what i could do about it. you just kept complaining that 'the zip cant work.' what am i supposed to do about it?
however, if you had wanted a refund, i would have definitely discussed the situation with you and try to get a response from the seller about it.
so u see, how unreasonable can this MOTHER, a working adult be?!
so, don ever buy from her!
dey are so RUDE!!
this is their details.
blogshop: http://runwayrhapsody.blogspot.com/
email: runwayrhapsody@gmail.com
owner: MABEL but actually can say the main owner is her MOTHER.
where dey live: SIMEI GREEN CONDO
daughter's hp no: 90111578 [spam her all you want people!]
anyway, how i noe her mother is the main in charge?
try CALLING HER then.
its a voice a veryyyyyy young girl.
and she said that she cant go to simei mrt to meet me cos HER MOTHER DONT ALLOW.
whereby her house is just a 10mins walk and 2 bus stops away from simei mrt.
and when im outside the condo aready, she actually sms me and say.
''oh okay. hold on MY MUM IS COMING DOWN NOW"
like wtf?!
how old is she?
see, if she is really so young until go down house alone oso cannot den wat makes u tink that the blogshop is manage by her ALL ALONE?
look at how she write the english and all, do u tink suits her image and voice?
and her blogshop is like almost everyting OVERSEAS SPREE.
den how the hell she handle?
if u want to be a victim too, den buy from her lor.
and be like me lor, pay myself for the spoil zip.
alright, saying so much.
i also have a blogshop to recommand!
she'a very friendly owner and all her dresses are superb!
those dresses that i uploaded in the few previous post is all fom her shop!
plus all the price are reasonable too!
check it out!
www.oh-sweet.blogspot.com
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
CHALET
Thursday, September 11, 2008
LOVE STORY [requested by shizhe]
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…
200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But…
lunch passed, dinner passed…
and soon the sky was dark…
he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.S
till, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…
“Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me...
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said.
Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb, and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….
I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday.
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that…
I saw him on a street…
with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…
as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that…it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Ju, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!”
That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person…
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love…
“One…two… three…”
That was how…
I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??”I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be!
I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop.
I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…
“Ju…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days.Do you know what 486 is?I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll,I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Ju… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why?
Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that…
and for that reason…
to me…
it became courage…
to live a beautiful life...
alright! such a nice story eh.
of cos its not by me, its by someone else whom ii donno, hah.
ENJOY once again :]
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…
200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But…
lunch passed, dinner passed…
and soon the sky was dark…
he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.S
till, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…
“Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me...
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said.
Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb, and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….
I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday.
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that…
I saw him on a street…
with another girl…
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…
as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that…it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Ju, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!”
That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person…
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love…
“One…two… three…”
That was how…
I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??”I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be!
I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop.
I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…
“Ju…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days.Do you know what 486 is?I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll,I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Ju… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why?
Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that…
and for that reason…
to me…
it became courage…
to live a beautiful life...
alright! such a nice story eh.
of cos its not by me, its by someone else whom ii donno, hah.
ENJOY once again :]
REPLY TAGS!
shizhe ; thanks for the daily tag, LOL! haha, jiayou in playing yeah :D
mich ; haha, gf! uu jealous ar, LOLL!! thanks for the compliment, haha! yeah, the dresses are real nice! mayb you should buy one or two from her too! haha, since its not very ex anyway x] love ya!♥ meet up soon! ;]
milo ; haha, good lor you. now no one pei me find job le! LOL! enjoy working!
joey ; haha, you ar! study hard okay! rmb, the efforts you put in will never be go to waste! :D and, HAHA! don be jealous man! no worries, not snatching ann from ya okay! haha, ii got michelle aready!♥ :DD
zhenjun ; bf! haha, lovelove!♥ and, wth is tegaderm? LOLL .___. haha, EVIL ONE!
xinhong ; haha, no prob! prac hard for OBOG yeah! hahaha :D
peijun ; haha, no prob man! haha, alright! linked! :]
yongyou ; LOL, haha. why your .brother. cannot be DIVA. GEE! HAHAHA! siao ginna! :D
ann ; haha, LOL. cos you nvr see b4! haha, too bad then. OPPS! ahha, its okay! come tag! LOLL. ii go tag uu now oso, LOLL! CHEERS :D
hey peeps!
please do click on the advertisment at the side!
cmon, a click wont hurt!! :DD
and TAG ME! :]
mich ; haha, gf! uu jealous ar, LOLL!! thanks for the compliment, haha! yeah, the dresses are real nice! mayb you should buy one or two from her too! haha, since its not very ex anyway x] love ya!♥ meet up soon! ;]
milo ; haha, good lor you. now no one pei me find job le! LOL! enjoy working!
joey ; haha, you ar! study hard okay! rmb, the efforts you put in will never be go to waste! :D and, HAHA! don be jealous man! no worries, not snatching ann from ya okay! haha, ii got michelle aready!♥ :DD
zhenjun ; bf! haha, lovelove!♥ and, wth is tegaderm? LOLL .___. haha, EVIL ONE!
xinhong ; haha, no prob! prac hard for OBOG yeah! hahaha :D
peijun ; haha, no prob man! haha, alright! linked! :]
yongyou ; LOL, haha. why your .brother. cannot be DIVA. GEE! HAHAHA! siao ginna! :D
ann ; haha, LOL. cos you nvr see b4! haha, too bad then. OPPS! ahha, its okay! come tag! LOLL. ii go tag uu now oso, LOLL! CHEERS :D
hey peeps!
please do click on the advertisment at the side!
cmon, a click wont hurt!! :DD
and TAG ME! :]
OUTING!
alrighty!
my dearie cousin had finally ended her exams!
CHEERS PEOPLE!
so the next day, she's gonna overnight at my house!
yupp, she's here yst aready, hahha :D
so yst, met up with weepeng to cck first for her job interview.
yupp, and she got the job!!
today first day liao, haha.
SO FAST, ii want a job too!!
aft tat she went to dragonboat and ii meetup with my cousin.
went to this fashion to SHOP : D
and in the end, ii bought another two tops?
LOLL, actually not tops luh.
its like, errrrrr..
cardigans? no leh, gee.
but behind got the hoodie de luh! hahaha :]
shall post some pics on tue or wat.
oh ya, people.
ii wont be blogging on this coming SUNDAY and MONDAY as ii will be in chalet at downtown east!
hope ii don get spotted? LOLL.
hahaha.
Labels: Finally, another heart to heart talk with my dearest cousin. I love her laaa!
my dearie cousin had finally ended her exams!
CHEERS PEOPLE!
so the next day, she's gonna overnight at my house!
yupp, she's here yst aready, hahha :D
so yst, met up with weepeng to cck first for her job interview.
yupp, and she got the job!!
today first day liao, haha.
SO FAST, ii want a job too!!
aft tat she went to dragonboat and ii meetup with my cousin.
went to this fashion to SHOP : D
and in the end, ii bought another two tops?
LOLL, actually not tops luh.
its like, errrrrr..
cardigans? no leh, gee.
but behind got the hoodie de luh! hahaha :]
shall post some pics on tue or wat.
oh ya, people.
ii wont be blogging on this coming SUNDAY and MONDAY as ii will be in chalet at downtown east!
hope ii don get spotted? LOLL.
hahaha.
Labels: Finally, another heart to heart talk with my dearest cousin. I love her laaa!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
FINALLY UPDATES!
haha, okay..
had not been updating eh.
cos busy, busy!
haha, performance with JJC is over.
it was great, had lots of fun! :]
no pics though, cos didnt take!
hahaha, anyway.
MY NEW DRESSES AND WALLET ARRIVE THIS MORNING!!
as in, ii mean tuesday :]
had not been updating eh.
cos busy, busy!
haha, performance with JJC is over.
it was great, had lots of fun! :]
no pics though, cos didnt take!
hahaha, anyway.
MY NEW DRESSES AND WALLET ARRIVE THIS MORNING!!
as in, ii mean tuesday :]
and as usual, of cos will zilian luh!
haha, but ii shall only post ONE that ii happy with it de.
LOLL!
alright, shall end here now~
oyasumi!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
THIS FEW DAYS.
alright!
blogging now, hahaha.
so, on monday after work..
ii went to orchard with sally to get her shoe and in the end, ii got one myself too.
and what happen?
next day ii wear, DAMN blisters is what ii got.
LOLL, PAIN OKAYY.
den the next day, foam pit duty.
so with the blisters ii went into the pit, and at night...
SWOLLEN.
plus, there's the stupid yucky yellow liquid coming out ._.
it damn hurts alot, so ii told bf and complained about it..
he's really not good at comforting though..
but he's really sweet!! ♥♥♥
because ii tot he will do nth!
budden today jj prac...
AWWWW, sweet luh bf!
love you lots man! :DD
hahaha.
so he ask bout my blisters den he actually bought some plaster like ting but is not plaster for me!
hahaha, and told me to use this..
waaaah, THANKS BF!♥
but he's oso EVIL!!
sheesh, tot SOMEONE asked me if wanna help to dress my wound de..
den today say need pay money de! GEE!
bad bad! hahaha :D
anyway, took train to JJ today.
SHIT luh!
SO FREAKING LONG!
pasir ris to boon lay..
one end of the green line to the other end?!
ahhh!
but anyway took train with sally & ser lin..
and found out that dey are so hilarious can!
hahaha, keep toking about the GOODFRENDS dey have!
LOL!
and shocking, cos most of their GOODFRENDS alighted at boon lay!
and ii saw alot there too!
hahaha!
Labels: I love my SWEETEST/MOST-EVIL/LIKE-TO-BULLY-ME/MUSHROOM-HEAD/TRYING-TO-HAVE-A-EMOGOTHICPUNK-HAIRSTYLE/SMILE-SO-BLUR/PANIC-THAT-YOU-GOT-PIMPLE/CARING/BAD-AT-COMFORTING-PEOPLE/GOT-ANOTHER-SIDE-OF-HIM(what more did I left out?!) BF ever! :D
[ps. coloured ones are the newly added things :) ]
blogging now, hahaha.
so, on monday after work..
ii went to orchard with sally to get her shoe and in the end, ii got one myself too.
and what happen?
next day ii wear, DAMN blisters is what ii got.
LOLL, PAIN OKAYY.
den the next day, foam pit duty.
so with the blisters ii went into the pit, and at night...
SWOLLEN.
plus, there's the stupid yucky yellow liquid coming out ._.
it damn hurts alot, so ii told bf and complained about it..
he's really not good at comforting though..
but he's really sweet!! ♥♥♥
because ii tot he will do nth!
budden today jj prac...
AWWWW, sweet luh bf!
love you lots man! :DD
hahaha.
so he ask bout my blisters den he actually bought some plaster like ting but is not plaster for me!
hahaha, and told me to use this..
waaaah, THANKS BF!♥
but he's oso EVIL!!
sheesh, tot SOMEONE asked me if wanna help to dress my wound de..
den today say need pay money de! GEE!
bad bad! hahaha :D
anyway, took train to JJ today.
SHIT luh!
SO FREAKING LONG!
pasir ris to boon lay..
one end of the green line to the other end?!
ahhh!
but anyway took train with sally & ser lin..
and found out that dey are so hilarious can!
hahaha, keep toking about the GOODFRENDS dey have!
LOL!
and shocking, cos most of their GOODFRENDS alighted at boon lay!
and ii saw alot there too!
hahaha!
Labels: I love my SWEETEST/MOST-EVIL/LIKE-TO-BULLY-ME/MUSHROOM-HEAD/TRYING-TO-HAVE-A-EMOGOTHICPUNK-HAIRSTYLE/SMILE-SO-BLUR/PANIC-THAT-YOU-GOT-PIMPLE/CARING/BAD-AT-COMFORTING-PEOPLE/GOT-ANOTHER-SIDE-OF-HIM(what more did I left out?!) BF ever! :D
[ps. coloured ones are the newly added things :) ]
REPLY TAGS!
shamin ; er, haha. good qns! hahaha, lalala~
annie ; LOL!! haha, tmr seeing you again! :D
milo ; haha, ya lor. boring man! my blisters hurts! AHHH~
emilyTOH ; what. not happy issit .___.
joseph ; wahseh! wat a RARE guest! haha, SPIDERPIG! :D ur crazy! haha, but ii miss you like hell! hahaha, don care! this sat you BETTER come for OBOG lor! :))
annie ; LOL!! haha, tmr seeing you again! :D
milo ; haha, ya lor. boring man! my blisters hurts! AHHH~
emilyTOH ; what. not happy issit .___.
joseph ; wahseh! wat a RARE guest! haha, SPIDERPIG! :D ur crazy! haha, but ii miss you like hell! hahaha, don care! this sat you BETTER come for OBOG lor! :))
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
REPLY TAGS!
faith ; LOL, siao! hahaha, BOOM WHAT BOOM! gee!
von ; alright, ur linked too! hahaha. issit? haha, nah. is ii force him to tag de! LOL. ahha, except for this one, cos as seen. he's so fustrated with what ii wrote! ahhaha! and OMG?! issit because you saw the post? GOSH. okay, ii change the name .__. er, aiyah. its aready like dono how many months back de thing liao luh.. haha, ii tot uu quite shou with him de?! how come now say he not caring?! haha, but eh.. its only true to some extent luh, haha..
von ; alright, ur linked too! hahaha. issit? haha, nah. is ii force him to tag de! LOL. ahha, except for this one, cos as seen. he's so fustrated with what ii wrote! ahhaha! and OMG?! issit because you saw the post? GOSH. okay, ii change the name .__. er, aiyah. its aready like dono how many months back de thing liao luh.. haha, ii tot uu quite shou with him de?! how come now say he not caring?! haha, but eh.. its only true to some extent luh, haha..
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
SPECIALLY FOR BF!
well, bf!
really sorry for not knowing that you're upset for this few days?
hah, ii din even realised it this time round.
hm..
mayb my work+band way too busy le, haha..
until everyting beside me oso donno..
anyway.
ii still don care!
cos no matter what, you are still the TOH ZHENJUN,
the dearest BF!!
no matter howpositive you think about urself, ii will still care for you like always! :D
haha!
you're gonna be my MOST EVIL/SWEETEST/LIKE-TO-BULLY-
ME/MUSHROOM-HEAD/TRYING-TO-HAVE-A-
EMOGOTHICPUNK-HAIRSTYLE/SMILE-SO-
BLUR/PANIC-THAT-YOU-GOT-PIMPLE(what did I left out?)
DEAREST BF FOREVER!!
haha :D
iloveyou!♥♥♥
really sorry for not knowing that you're upset for this few days?
hah, ii din even realised it this time round.
hm..
mayb my work+band way too busy le, haha..
until everyting beside me oso donno..
anyway.
ii still don care!
cos no matter what, you are still the TOH ZHENJUN,
the dearest BF!!
no matter how
haha!
you're gonna be my MOST EVIL/SWEETEST/LIKE-TO-BULLY-
ME/MUSHROOM-HEAD/TRYING-TO-HAVE-A-
EMOGOTHICPUNK-HAIRSTYLE/SMILE-SO-
BLUR/PANIC-THAT-YOU-GOT-PIMPLE(what did I left out?)
DEAREST BF FOREVER!!
haha :D
iloveyou!♥♥♥
LAZY LAA!
alright.
im lazy to post the happenings of the few day ago thing or what, ahha.
so im gonna blog about today, now.
here goes...!
well, foam pit duty today.
hah! fun! :DD
yeah, all wet!
cos of the kids, all bully me ._.
goodness, haha!
anyway, while ii was working halfway...
ZZZ!
suddenly ii heard,
"shimin! shimin! hougang de shimin!"
den ii turn ard and look, OMG.
the PEIRCE BAND PEEPS, lol.
scare me mann, hah.
tell dem come foam pit here and play den dey dono say what.
in the end, nvr come.
LOLL!
anyway, b4 work today..
met up with junying, yup.
to get my dress that i've bought from her.
thanks eh! goodluck to you for As! :D
okay, so.
ii need to buy swimwear for work, tats for sure ._.
okay, random.
working on wed, thurs in foam pit too!!
and GR on fri :]
cheers!
rmb to tag me & click on the ads beside!!
one click wont hurt eh!! :DD
im lazy to post the happenings of the few day ago thing or what, ahha.
so im gonna blog about today, now.
here goes...!
well, foam pit duty today.
hah! fun! :DD
yeah, all wet!
cos of the kids, all bully me ._.
goodness, haha!
anyway, while ii was working halfway...
ZZZ!
suddenly ii heard,
"shimin! shimin! hougang de shimin!"
den ii turn ard and look, OMG.
the PEIRCE BAND PEEPS, lol.
scare me mann, hah.
tell dem come foam pit here and play den dey dono say what.
in the end, nvr come.
LOLL!
anyway, b4 work today..
met up with junying, yup.
to get my dress that i've bought from her.
thanks eh! goodluck to you for As! :D
okay, so.
ii need to buy swimwear for work, tats for sure ._.
okay, random.
working on wed, thurs in foam pit too!!
and GR on fri :]
cheers!
rmb to tag me & click on the ads beside!!
one click wont hurt eh!! :DD
Monday, September 1, 2008
REPLY TAGS!
faith ; haha, you then stupid! STUPID! BOO! hahaha!
clements ; LOL, humpf. always cheat on me! ._.
yongyou ; LOL, you still owe me money mister .__.
hayaya ; haha, BOO! long time no see you le leh! why haven appear in OBOG!! D:
TBG ; haha, okokay! miss ya kor! :D
aloy ; haha, no need thank me. cos you deserve it okay. and I dont care what you say! cos to me, you're the best!♥
mich ; haha, gf! no luh, not pro at all. LOL! was just playing ard in photobucket! haha. loves!♥
shizhe ; LOL! haha, goodluck on this sat ar! play well alright! :D
joey ; haha, after your promos den say about going out ba! hahaha! btw, i've enjoyed too!♥
ann ; helloooooooo ANN! :D love the pic, haha! see, im right about the facing light thing! hahaha!
joel ; haha, of cos cute luh! haha, with that hairstyle..! LOL! xD why guilty?! siao! haha, more outings lehhh! the same old clique! loveloves!♥
clements ; LOL, humpf. always cheat on me! ._.
yongyou ; LOL, you still owe me money mister .__.
hayaya ; haha, BOO! long time no see you le leh! why haven appear in OBOG!! D:
TBG ; haha, okokay! miss ya kor! :D
aloy ; haha, no need thank me. cos you deserve it okay. and I dont care what you say! cos to me, you're the best!♥
mich ; haha, gf! no luh, not pro at all. LOL! was just playing ard in photobucket! haha. loves!♥
shizhe ; LOL! haha, goodluck on this sat ar! play well alright! :D
joey ; haha, after your promos den say about going out ba! hahaha! btw, i've enjoyed too!♥
ann ; helloooooooo ANN! :D love the pic, haha! see, im right about the facing light thing! hahaha!
joel ; haha, of cos cute luh! haha, with that hairstyle..! LOL! xD why guilty?! siao! haha, more outings lehhh! the same old clique! loveloves!♥
MEANING POST.
Well, was so randomly looking through at my old post again..
Of cos at my old blog luh, hahaha.
And I realised or rather I still feel that the posts I wrote after breaking with that EL is not lame/crappy or watever shit.
Cos during those days, the amount of hurting I've received from him is just-
One Word : Undescribable.
And I'm so glad that everything is finally over now, haha :D
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life ; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak..(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think....
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it.
Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Do nt do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.
See!
Such a meaningful post right.
Well, enjoy!