I felt very bad.

The greatest mistake I've ever made is to be with him.
Why am I so stupid then?

Why..

Hahaha.
Its your own regret, Ho Shi Min.
Its a fact that you agreed to be with him in the first place.
Its also a fact that you were the one to allow urself to trust and believe in him and to let urself fall into the dead pit so deeply.

I have no right to blame anyone, ya I know.
But I just cant accept the fact that, he could forget everything so fast and to find another new girl when I couldn't even forget the past yet.

Ya, everyone in the world is telling me not to shed tears for him anymore.
Cos' its not worth.

I know that..

But I just can't stop myself to, no matter how hard I tried.
I did tried very very hard you know..
To forget and even tried liking someone else..
But its no use, I just can't make myself to.

But now, see that he's so happy with another girl by his side..
I just feel so dumb.

Why am I so dumb?
Everything will be fine as long as I just forget everything about him, isn't that right?
So just do it, idiot me.
He shall regret for whatever actions he had done to me.


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