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♥ Amanda Ho Shi Min
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♥ 1o March'91
♥ SP Achitecture, DARCH03
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
PRIMER2

SUBMITTING PRIMER 2 IN 2 DAYS!!! ><



Although I shouldnt do this but I really need to rant it all out.
Im really really sorry to hurt you because you know I really dont want to at all.
All because you are so so so important to me now..
But things got to be done, we need to move on..
Yesterday night was really a nightmare and I really hope that it's just a nightmare but its not.
You know and as well as I know, we need to do this ; to put a stop to it.
Maybe I'm just all so weak.
Or maybe yesterday was just too much to me that I couldnt find myself in the end and only this morning, I broke down.
Since then, I had been tearing uncontrollably.
Everything was just too much, I just dont want to let you go but still I need to force myself to do it.
I really dont like this too and I really dont want it.
But sometimes, things in life got to change for the better.
I dont want to make you choose anymore so this time round, I shall make the decision myself, no matter what you want it to be.
I just want to say sorry to you again.
Because its a fact that if I didnt quit JC, didnt get into SP, didnt join band, didnt know you, didnt be close to you, could stop myself not getting deeper into, all these things wouldnt happen at all.
So its all my fault and none yours, I hope you can understand.
Lastly I hope that even if you see this, dont come comfort me alright?
I dont want me myself to shake once more.
Thanks for all the love you gave, the amount I gave to you was all true too..